Tiny Porno...

...3, as in 3 times better than the 4 times better than good that I thought it was gonna be.

That would add up to a whole lot of times better than I expected, which, in short, just means WOW. Last night I went to The Derby with T to see the 2am Club kill another show. Manohman. They are a force, really. It's almost ridiculous how good they are.... ughhhhhhhhh.

*Watch them on youtube NOW. Search 2am Club*

I have a goal to get 4 songs DONE done by October 26th. I don't know if I told you that yet.. My parents want me to try out for Idol at the end of July and I'm not too sure about the whole tv show againnn haha. Hm. It's weird how many different routes there are that could possibly lead me to where I wanna be and how few I would actually be satisfied with taking. Very stubborn, very picky. I think I am one of those people with too much pride and not enough greed for fame. I wanna come out and write all my own words and talk about what I wanna talk about and I don't wanna have to wait 2 years into a commercialized & fabricated career before I'm ALLOWED to do so. Things would be so much easier if it weren't for my hard headedness, haha. Ah.

Anyway, I'm working on one of the songs right now and I basically sound like I swallowed Fantasia Barino. Don't know how I feel about this yet, but we'll see.

Love you,
Love, me.

mariel.