I don't know what I'm thinking, not going to sleep right now! I'm always wanting to talk to nobody in particular, with nothing specific in mind. I think I just try to get away from the things that occupy my mind all day. Maybe 3 people read this... yet I keep it for the same reason that I don't keep locks on my journals. I think I want to be heard. This isn't necessarily a cry out to people, it may be me literally trying to be an open book... because I knowingly shut myself off from everyone. It's like, I have the hardest time trusting people but I want everyone to know everything about me. I feel like telling people everything would just be so emotionally draining that I'd be through before I started, so I just like to write as if every fact that makes up my life is already known. I think I'm a fairly simple person... but when I don't have songs for my complications to come out in, I get all mixed up and messy! I'm falling asleep.... I'm texting FIDM... opening the store in the morning and waiting for the DM to come in. I hope everyone's night went well and I hope tomorrow sheds new light on my crazy.
no tears on a monday!
love you,
love, me
mariel.
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