Oh, The Tangled Webs We Weave

Maaaaaaan! Actually.... MEN. Haha, I hate that it isn't difficult for me to see the good in people. I hate that every time a new person shines, no matter how many have done so before, I get excited and appreciate it as if it's all new! I also love these little things. I love my family. I LOVVVVE my friends. Let's play. Top of the dome..

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I love you.

love, me.

Yes. So im on again because i keep writing songs and i wanted to say something without breakin into a chorus :) Watching fresh prince, hearing pharell right now.. Just got done dyin over jamie foxxs new video, ha... Aw.

I was talkin to a friend today about who i think has major swag in the world of famousness, haha. Jamie i think is on that list. But i really wish he would go back to the days he that he sang!

Had more id drama today, that was fun and not embarassing at all :)

im about to get back to writing.. I love my friends. My couch. My life and ohhhhh my gosh commercial for children with cancer, oh goodness :( Life is great and i cant take things for granted and i have to speak things into exsitence... :) I hope everyone is well, mama need song writing and sweet, dreamy sleep.

love you,
love, me

mariel.

Stress.

UGH!

Whyyyy I am not on top of the simplest things, I do not knowww.
And why haven't I heard from you... (Reba McIntire circa '98)

mariel.

That car? Mama likey. Today was interesting... I started by waking up from a really bad dream, which reminds me: i love everyone! Even though J is being really loud and i an resisting the strangling of his neck ;) Really.

i can't find my birth certificate, so that's really bad.... And some friends of mine are acting really weird. On a better note, some OTHER friends of mine are being really good at their jobs :)

im so tired yet i always want to get on here and type to myself! what kinda....

love you,
love, me

mariel.

One of my favorite things in life is when people surprise me. I like things that are unexpected or unusual and i (usually) enjoy when people prove me wrong! i like to learn, haha, especially about people. Hung out with YM again and had a really good time.... Spent a day with J and i think that was pretty healthy, we did a LOT of talking about life and duties and sins and sweets. With all the crazy dreams i have been having lately, i just hope all my little people are happy and safe!

I cleaned so much today! It feels really good..... But now i don't know where anything is :/

love you,
love, me

mariel.

Winnin.

I am so proud of myself lately :) I have never written such yucky poppy stuff day after day like this and I'm lovvving it. I'm going to Utah soon to sing at this underage, bride-with-baby wedding. That shouldn't be awkward at all.... I just hope nobody cries if I sing love songs. Or yells at me.

Wrote a song called Hollywood last night that I am dying over. Been listening to The Jakes, Chic Gamine, Young Murph, Hey Monday and Busta, haha. And Hey Moon by Panic! At the Disco, plus Bounce by The Cab plus Superhuman by Chris Brown & Keri Hilson.

I have never been to Hollywood.

love you,

love, me

mariel.

Last Night

Haha... Ahhhhhhman. Life is a triiip! I love it :) I have such good people in my life and it's really hard not to be amazed and enamored by them all. And the situations I get myself into are.... great. In such a bad way!

But great.

love you,

love, me

mariel.