snaps.

Dude. So, the first was drawn by the second. I did pretty ok, right? Manohman you have to see this other one i drew - so cool. The second picture was taken by Miss Rodene, so yay to her artistictivity :)

I have been stressing a little, not that that's an update. Over nothing big, just the same stuff. BUT I also have been writing really cool songs! I need a band so badly.

And Ali I'm sorry champ, but you gotta face it: you're superhuman, you's no sidekick ;)

love you,
love,

me.

SHOWtime.

UH k. so i tried to find a picture of the stage but couldnt. we're performing on saturdayyy :)

oh, betty
let's fly

love you,

love, me

mariel.

not sad...

...just not happy.

Been trying to figure out if I'm a heroine or a vicitm. I think I'm both, but I can't decide which suit I fit into more often. I definitely need a sidekick, though. One I don't feel the need to lie to, in order to be enough. One who knows me better than I know myself. I need the kind of sidekick that really is the head of all operations, but is too good of a sidekick to tell me that. Said sidekick is not dishonest, not there to stroke my ego, but definitely knows how to make me feel worthy, and valid and.. super, in the world of superheroic beings, of course. I need someone who doesn't need a bright symbol to be shone into the night sky to know that I'm in need of them... they should be available in the day, too. Said someone would never be angered when my choices weren't in line with his, but would somehow take control and guide us right if what I had decided was just clearly not for the best. He would be kind, but firm. Sensitive and honest. Ridiculously strong, but never overbearing. I need someone so comfortable in his own suit that I may or may not forget that he is wearing it, sometimes. I need someone so geniuine, completely ready to take on his own battles, that mine become bonuses, challenges, not tasks. I need someone who makes me better, just by being around. I need someone who knows what I need and delivers without veering away from his true and natural state. I definitely just need someone real.

love you,
love, me

mariel.

integrity. UPDATED

i know you realize that the integrity of the game should not be compromised
i wonder if you regret that your own integrity is not as steadfast
oh, betty.

so i've been trying to solidify a bunch of lists of my favorite things - voices, songs, crayons, haha. i jacked this idea from M, of course. anyway, in no particular order, i have a few voices set to share.

- mauli b
- marc griffin
- takia mathis
- jacob luttrell

SO good. i'll add more soon, im sure, and there will definitely be a follow up of this little list. the others soon will follow suit :)

love you,
love, me

mariel.

i would have...

...given you all of my heart.

So, I think I'm gonna start singing some stuff of youtube. I sing all day anyway, I might as well record it somehow, y'know? I think. I'm at Ms house and the internet suuucks but I will be on my way home soon and into that scary parking garage soon, haha. Ugh, I hate that thing. I'm writing a really good song right now. And I have been wanting to draw and dude.. I'm doing GOOD. I have two sketches that are pretty considering the fact that I've never really been into drawing. I'll get them up here soon enough. Hope all is well,

love you,
love, me

mariel.

Jacoda Lane

aww do you remember the tiiiiime...

Jacoda Lane

don't forget about me, baby

...i won't forget about you, baby

things chaaaange. so we've written two songs in two days and i feel very productive. we have a nice little selection that could potentially be our first set. im waiting on this answer from mtv and of course my body is waiting on a good time to stop hurting.... cue crickets. UGH. oh, life.

love you,
love, me

mariel.

i really need you

right now, more than ever,

and you'll never understand how much.

love you,

love, me

mariel.